The progress of pain

Forever, as always...

the same conflicts

The deep feelings and contradictions!

Ehaustive repetitions, all the same,

i `ll never love again!

I can`t let it out, for sure;

all the bad emotions, douts...

I can`t believe anymore!

Anything in my life has true meaning.

The obscure eats my soul more...

This foolish heart can`t mend itself,

is lost and cold!

On the other side:

The same hope, caught up by the wind!

The sweet temptation,

the election of my heart, salvation;

reveries of complex imagination.

Forgive me for all my sins, god!

The questions waiting for the anwers, in vain...

Does god exists? To overcome this, to fight!

Does appear someone to make me see the light?

To save our souls so lost?

To set me free, to give me what i want  the most? 

No, somehow the solutions,

someone told, long time ago!

And today, the same proposition:

the solution is love yourself, unconditional.

The appearance in repetition:

The bogeyman wants to maintain you low!

The same dreams, the hope in forginveness;

for having peace in our souls.

I need my peace, i`ve nothng more

                 to lose,

           merely the blues!

Signed in my all lines.

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  Rosamar  Freedom